Restoring my soul.

So many events and emotions and life changes have been occurring these past 2 weeks… some unbidden and others planned for however having unexpected outcomes.

The job hunt does continue in vain, I don’t seem to have the right mix of skills and experience to obtain the type of position I desire or on the flip side I have too many skills and therefore appear overqualified for other positions. There is a catch 22 situation happening with my job hunt. I have completed 3 training/professional Development courses to prepare me for jobs in the Public Health system. So I am adding to my resume hopefully in a positive way. I keep telling myself the right job will come at the right time. Meanwhile the budget dwindles away to nothing and I find myself becoming isolated.

Although I did join the gym and it finally opened its doors for use last week. So far I have attended one yoga class – in which I proved to myself that I am no longer 25 years old and that I have zero upper body strength. I had so much fun, I booked for this week as well and added to the joy by booking a Hot Yoga class too. Call me delusional if you must, I know I do. The next 6 months will be a regaining of flexibility and strength journey with gradual improvements. I am 51 afterall and not getting any younger, unfortunately. On the plus side I have made a friend at the gym and we have had coffee once and brunch once, we have things in common and she is a great conversationalist. Bonus.

Today is a stay at home in my PJ’s kind of day, no appointments, no real schedule, it’s like playing hooky from my life. I will be writing a little, sitting a lot, gardening later if the sun stays up and mostly practicing healing self care in the form of silence and space from people energy.

So there you have it a mish mash of my week so far. Enjoy your day, whatever it entails…if you can’t have a whole day, choose a moment.

Namaste.