Restoring my soul.

If you are regular reader, thank you. You will notice consistency is not a strong suit of mine. I post irregularly and this pattern appears in a lot of spaces in my life. One thing I do now understand as to why this has been the case. I have allowed other people’s opinions of my abilities or (lack of ability) to determine my path. To be a blockade to my success.

I have so many dreams, so many ideas of how I want to share my skills and my knowledge, however I have allowed the negative opinion of others filter through my soul and stop me from starting on my true path. Later in this post I will share with you the way I want to move forward and grow.

I have been in a deep state of grief for the past 9 months, after the passing of my mum. I have been paralysed by this grief and have become inert in many ways, in particular my momentum to live my dreams. After my Mum’s passing I discovered she had dreams of being an author. I found all her notebooks and part stories as well as an extensive genealogy of our family history. She never once mentioned to anyone that this was something she wanted to do. She put everyone ahead of herself her whole life and her dreams laid unrealised in the bottom of a plastic tub.

I do not want to leave the same legacy for my children on my passing. My mum is my inspiration to keep moving forward, to reach out with both hands and claim ownership of my path forward.

I am reaching out to you my dear readers, what parts of my Blog resonates with you? Is it the health and wellness posts or the more personal stories, my struggles with PTSD or my experience with an autistic child? Could you let me know so that the content I provide is of value to you. I want to be able to share further insights into my story, into my life so my experience can be a catalyst for you. I have big plans for this blog moving forward and would welcome your feedback.